6.15.2002

I'm trying in vain to pistol whip someone.
Next I'm in a shower with Tom, we are rubbing against each other, he is sucking on my breasts but I won't kiss him or look into his face because I know it's wrong. We are in this hotel and we leave separately, but then later we meet in a large wooden walk in closet. I tell him that we can't do this even though I want to.