Jun.3.2001

I haven't left for Thailand yet, but I'm ready to. I'm in an apartment with Felicity. We're packing. I'm trying to get a hold of Brian, but Anthony keeps answering and won't let me speak with Brian. I think I call back later. I fall asleep, and at 6:20 wake up, startled, so I call Brian. I'm sad and upset at Anthony. I miss Brian. We get up and start getting ready. I want to look nice but still be warm. I try to put on my scrubs underneath my skirt, but they won't fit.
Liz shows up, she's taking us to the airport. We take off, but I still need to stop at the grocery store. We stop and I get an ice cream treat. I come out and it's night, we're in an even bigger hurry. We arrive at the airport and it's very bright. There's a baseball game going on indoors. I cut through the game and to the front of the line, were Felicity is waiting with my ticket.

Jun.2.2001

The dream takes place in this house on one block. I'm living next door to a black family. One day I go over and am hanging out with the kids. The mother isn't home, its just a brother and a sister, my age. We're hanging out smoking pot. The brother's cute, I like him.
I go back home, where either Vida or Jessica lives. There's a bunch of confusion and chaos. Jess doesn't want to deal with her mom, who's in the kitchen, and there's anxiety. It's a very small kitchen, crowded and messy, and her mom is cooking with many pans. It's hot and steamy.
I step out and go next door to see if they want to smoke a blunt. There are people over, but the brother goes for a walk around the block with me. I have a joint, but the weed keeps falling out, so I have to reroll it. I sit down on the edge of this one lawn, but the guy tells me that we can't roll it there, because the woman who lives there is mean and hates marijuana. We keep moving, having trouble finding a place to roll it.

Jun.1,2001

First dream:
I'm watching it like a movie. There's this man on the side of this truck going down east Colfax, before Colo. Blvd. It's the 70's. The man in the truck lives in a neighborhood and there is this boy that he is mentally and emotionally terrorizing. The whole dream takes place at night.

Second dream:
I am in a department store with a female friend, and I keep messing things up. On the second floor there is a mannequin that is bent over to look like it's putting on these high-heeled platform shoes. Jokingly I slap the mannequin on the ass, and the entire display knocks over. The room is small as it is, and full of women who are looking at me. I start cleaning up the mess, having to reassemble the metal shoe rack. It's very difficult, but I finally complete it.

Third dream:
I am living with Sean, but he's not married yet, and someone else lives there also. It's night and I think that there's someone or something living in the house. We are gathered in the living room and the lights are out.

Fourth dream:
I'm at a restaurant on east Colfax past Colo. Blvd.. I go into the place to talk to the owner, an older Asian woman, to see if she wants to come to Lake Mac with us. When I arrive the place is empty, but by the time that I am done talking to her, the place is full of people I know. I try and leave w/o talking to anyone. As I open the door, Meredith says my name w/o looking at me. I feel caught so I turn and look at her. I go and sit across from her and talk to her for awhile. Then I talk to other people, but I have to leave. I exit the restaurant. I don't remember where my car is. Finally I find it and I head home to give Suzie the gem I got for her.
I get home and pull out a bag of gems, and I don't know where I got them from. I just give them to Suzie and head out to Lake Mac. Laura and others are there when I arrive. I'm sitting in the water and there are waves like the ocean's, but they are mostly sand. They engulf me, but I don't feel scared. I get out of the water and it is overcast. I need to leave so I can make it to Thailand. One of the people there doesn't want me to go until we've taken a group picture, but everyone is up at the lodge, and I really need to go.