4 Feb 2004

I am with Vida, Noah, Brian and Zach at Laura's dad's place. We are there waiting for others. Her parents leave on a trip. Our group is just watching tv, so I go into the other room with Brian. He falls asleep, so I start to masturbate with a dildo that looks like a pacifier. Laura's step mom interrupts me; they have come back and they are fighting. Her dad sees almost oblivious to the step mom's ranting-she's preparing to leave him.
We all get ready to leave, we go outside to wait for our ride. I somehow get separated from the group. I am heading for a main street when a Dachshund walks out from the ally. I think he is so cute, and that Brian will love him. There is no owner around, but the dog is wearing a collar. It's night so I can't read it, I coax the dog under a light, which is in front of this house. The dog takes off, up the stairs and into the house.
I go after him. When I get into the house I find that it is a bar, and the dog is now a young boy who is regal. The boy is wearing a linen shirt. An eruption of noise takes place. The place is full of Mexican men, and they are going wild. I leave the place, running, and go hide in a car, where there is a woman changing. She is weirded out by my presence but says nothing when the guys are near. Zach sticks his head in and tells me that there are cops rounding everyone up.
Now it's daylight, and I go back into the house. It's empty, and flooded with light. It reminds me of a New Orleans' style place. The dog that was a boy is now a man, and he leads me to a table where there is a head dress, mask, and necklace. I put them all on. The man kisses my neck and when I'm done, he turns me around. I feel transformed into some kind of goddess.