17 Jan 2004

So many dreams: missing treasures, an old flag that Kayla was wearing, and a trunk Suzie had.
Then another night I dreamt: Brian and I are supposed to go on a vacation and when it comes time to go he has decided not to go. He is in he basement with Israel, and he wouldn't come out to talk with me. I am very angry. I want to break up with him, but know that saying it means it. I am looking at this podium, like the Olympic award pyramid, with three tiers. There is nothing on the first place tier, but on the two lower tiers there stands giant old trophies, and I place flowers on one side.