05 Jan 2004

It's warm out but there's fear of some sort of disaster. I'm over at Annie's mom's place and everyone is asleep. I grab a few things for safe keeping: a picture, a poem or the likes, maybe even a statue- all things with an emotional value, then I leave. When I return, everyone is up, and I give them back their stuff, but no disaster happened. There are many of my friends there. Brian is there also, but he is not affectionate with me; he sits and watches tv. Everyone joins him. I'm antsy, I don't want to watch tv, so I leave to another room.
Soon Seth comes in to talk to me. We go outside and shortly after the gangs shows up with cocaine. It's all choppy and I can't get it ground well. It's taking me a long time and people are getting upset with me, so I through it to the next person, get up and leave.