30 Mar 2003

Last night:
I'm participating in a race to first find certain items, and then place then in this empty house.

Two nights ago:
I am living in a cabin with Brian and we are dressed like settlers. The townsfolk are going to sacrifice me and the ghost in the cabin was going to inhabit my baby. I kept protesting but it did me no good.

Awhile back:
I am rerouting all the water and electricity in an old empty house.

16 Mar 2003

I am at this awesome thrift store with Francie and Suzie. They have everything, and I really want to stay and look, but we don't have time. So I return later with Brian and Joe. When we come back I look around and although they have everything, I realize that there is really nothing that I want. We're getting ready to leave and Brian goes to make a purchase. At the register the clerk charges him more and Brian politely points it out, but the clerk slaps him. Then the manager comes over and starts accusing Brian of misbehaving and starts to lead him downstairs. I push the manager and we all run off.

11 Mar 2003

I'm teaching at this house and I'm trying to do something. The roof falls down. There's a bird that gets caught in the crash and it's killed. I feel horrible and immediately rush over to the rubble pile and dig it out. When I find it it's made out of ceramic, and the head has broken off from the body. I fill both sides with dirt and put them together. I'm in the front yard and am surrounded by evergreens. I call out to the birds. A flock of crows flies to the ceramic bird and takes it away. the next morning I go out and the bird is alive again.

04 Mar 2003

I am in the laundry room of the Dexter house. I am sitting on a bed with Annie, confiding in her and her talking to me about my relationship with Brian, and how I don't like the way that it is going. I'm not happy, and all the while we talk Jeff Clark and some other guy are carrying stuff out of the basement and into the backyard. They are building something or perhaps reconstructing something. Suzie gets home and I know she won't be happy. She has this surprised look on her face and then she goes out back. I just continue up the stairs.

20 Jan 2003

I've been turned into a vampire and so has my brother. I'm still in high school and we go on a field trip to this restaurant. The owner/operators are the original vampires, and they serve all variety of vampire food.

15 Jan 2003

There's a party at this house. Brian and I go, our friends are already there. Rather quickly I can't find Brian and I just go in circle after circle looking for him. Finally I find him sleeping under his congo bags.
The basement is more like old ruins with the earth all jagged and the cement/rocks upturned. At one point. At one point there is worry of a spy on behalf of the host, and I am translating code. After most people have left, there is only a few of us left, and in every room there is a ghost.
Next thing I know the back door opens to a valley with a meandering river next to it. It's day time. Liz and I decide to go swim in the river. There's this rather disagreeable fellow who keeps telling us about the dangers of the river and it's current. When it's time to get out we are no longer at the house but rather in the wilderness, and we are on a road trip. Then I'm in the Jeep, it's night, and I'm waiting outside a grocery store to collaborate with Annie.

14 Jan 2003

I'm with Graeme and we are at a lake or stream. I have a feeling that I am returning something to a safe place. We cross a bridge and I look at my reflection in the water. I notice that it is more than a reflection and although it doesn't talk, it does move when I touch it.

10 Jan 2003

I am at the airport with the gang and Jessica is writing something down.

09 Jan 2003

I'm in Hawai'i with a group of people. At one point Suzie and Liz hook up. Eric Caplan is there and he keeps sticking things up his ass.

08 Jan 2003

It's evening, and I am at a party in a very large house. I know most of the people from work. Later in the night I have to hide because something is after me. I am hiding under a bed and I peek out to see this girl hunting me, but the homeowner is trying to protect me.
At one point in the dream I see the entity posses someone, and at another point in the dream someone tells me that my parents are dead. I am standing on some stairs, looking out the window at some boy, who is watching the house and riding his bike in circles in the driveway.

07 Jan 2003

It's evening and I'm with Askimbo. We are driving in Zack's van to a party in the hills. We've got a bunch of coke. The house the party is at is small and has two sections. Laura's there and we're hanging out. I can't remember anyone's names, but they all seem to know mine.
Dan from the Argonaut is there, and I ask him if I could still come back to work. Dan starts to flirt with me, telling me that I might need to convince him. I'm standing on the inside of the hallway kitchen while Dan is on the outside, sort of blocking me from the party. I have a plastic cup that I set dowm as I see someone behind him, and I motion to them. Zach, Dave, Anthony and I sneak away to do coke and right as we finish almost the entire party comes in. Zack is especially annoyed, so we head out. The light is a blueish grey.

05 Jan 2003

I am in a house that belongs to an old lady. I am there with several of my friends, and they are watching me balancing on a window, trying to hold it open while also picking objects out of a box. The window is on the third or fourth floor and there is a significant gap between the floor and the wall where the window is.

03 Jan 2003

I am at a Woodstock style concert that is put on by aliens.

02 Jan 2003

He regresado a escuala. Vida y Annie estan alli tambien. Mi profesor y yo tenemos relaciones. El profesor va al bano en la sala de clase mientras everyone was presenting stuff.

27 Nov 2002

I am at the Dexter house. At the side door, there are two young boys, one white and one black. They want to sell me something, but I tell them no. Then the black boy pulls out a bright pink water gun. He doesn't do anything with it, but I get scared and call the police, but they don't do anything about it.

I've been having these dreams lately where I am being invaded, about to be invaded or that I need to defend my house.

20 July 2007

I'm on vacation with Suzie, Shari and Kayla. The Clark family is also in the area. David comes into our house brandishing some sort of weapon. He looks like the father of the Lowe Family (from Branson, MO that played that set at the Red Lion). He's amped up and all sweaty. He tells us we're going to do something with him. It's not something dangerous, it's just not something we're all into. At first I try to stand up to him, but he won't reason, so I bolt downstairs and to the neighbors to use the phone. The neighbors let me.

9 Jan 2006

I'm going to the Angelo's Xmas party. When Brian and I get there only the patio is set, everything else is gone. Tom is in the kitchen sweeping the empty floor. They pass out cards and stuff, then we go to another party.
We're at a house; Heath, Judd, Seth and others are there. This older man with very red hair shows up. He's looking for some of the cards we had been given. I take him to a bookshelf, and pull out this old book. It has a deep blue cover with gold writing, Arabic or Hebrew. There's a sword, maybe two on the cover also. Something falls out of the book.
Later it's day and Seth's neighbors need to borrow Judd's car to go get some acid someone else had left somewhere else. It's kind of a fiasco. I go to lay out some coke, and Seth pitches in also. As I'm breaking it up, I notice that he has more left than I do, and it bothers me. Then other people notice that it's out and want some.
Another part of the dream: I leave work for my break, but I don't tell anyone. I go to the gas station, and I see my mom there. We chat and then I realize that I've been gone for about half an hour. Earlier in the dream I was going somewhere and I had to get on the highway. In front of me was a horse, saddled with no rider, slowly entering the highway and then exiting the next exit ahead of me, slowly and maybe confused.

12 Dec 2005

I dreamt that I was living some place, in a house, and that I had lost both Brian and Suzie. I was anxious, fearful, sad and confused.

11 Dec 2005

A few nights ago I dreamt that there was a baracade in my house with all these people trying to get away from some mad man who is after me. He was tricky/magical and kept attacking me. There were dogs and he morphed into one. Then there was another one, a black dog or wolf. It stood behind me and I was too afraid to look at it. When I did finally turn around, I had my eyes covered, and was vaguely growling at the animal.

The night before that I dreamt that Angie (Alicia's ex) made some damage claim to United Way, and I was sent to investigate, similar to an insurance claim. I'm following her around for a while until she slips up and says something proving her claim fraudulent. I end it there and leave, which upsets Angie greatly. The United Way she had the accident at sat on top of a small hill, had a steep sloping front garden that was a luscious grass, with two plateaus on the hill accented by huge grey slabs of rock. There were people doing yoga out front, and the entire atmosphere of the place was Eastern decor and New Age jive.

Then there was a dream where I was hiding out in a prep school. Later I went to a grocery store with mostly bare shelves.

?? Unk 2005

I'm back in Hawai'i, for a day. Suzie has a job interview, so I go with her. I'm in this store, it has books, trinkets and maps.

?? Unk 2005

There's an orphan girl, a good musician, maybe 8. She still lives in the house of her parents. Everything's white, then some shit hit some fan and there are agents after her and her grown gang of friends.
They are hiding in the house, looking for something hidden, beneath the walls and floor boards, but now everything is bare wood, something dark, sort of mahogany. Something about a clarinet.

14 Aug 2005

I'm on a vacation or trip somewhere and I'm with my family. There's this black woman who has two small kids in a carrier. She gives them to us or makes us take them. For a while I'm on a bus with people I went to school with. then I'm in an airport customs area, and there are the kids in the carrier again. There are tons of people in customs, and I have to wait a long time and talk to many different agents. When asked about my job, I'm some sort of paper shuffler.


There was an entire other dream that I don't remember now.

12 Aug 2003

There's an apartment where this little boy was killed. In the basement he was chopped up. We keep seeing him. At first he manifests out of poop, then later we can just see him.
I'm weirded out to begin, but soon we just start talking, and he goes places with us. Now there are ghosts everywhere, and all these people are dying maybe. We are at a hotel and the escalator is out, in that it doesn't go to the ground, yet people are going off it. At the end things are resolved and I am sad that I won't get to see the boy again, but he and I know that we'll always be around.

14 Dec 2003

I'm at this resort/conference. I have all the money that I've collected during the day, and I'm sorting it out. This guy comes up to me and asks if I have any change. I'm sitting at a round table and I hover over he coins and tell him no. I'm protective and defensive.
Later, these rich preppy girls arrive and they sit at the table I just left. I notice something I had left under the table, and quickly grab it before they get all sat down. The alpha girl all of a sudden flips out on me, saying that I touched her foot. I feel sort of like a hermit, and her 'popular' look makes me uncomfortable. I snap at her and then sulk off, coveting the currency I am carrying.
I'm very annoyed by what the girls did, and as I'm walking back to my room, I pass through this open market, that is also the classrooms.
I'm taken back, in a good way, by the woodworking teacher's tent. There are furs, belts and intricate crafts all over the place. In the background, the popular girls are degrading it, and I just walk on through. I get to my room and Betsy, plus some other people are there. I tell Betsy what happened with the girls, and she gets an idea.
Later we stumble into the laundry room. Betsy goes in, bites the foot of the girl who yelled at me, and then bolts, with all of us laughing. That night, I meet the popular girls at the woodworking tent. They release the teacher's prized pet lizard; it's bright yellow all over, has a rounded diamond shaped head and a thicker paddle like tail. The lizard crawls on me for awhile, and then it finally bites my finger. The girls all laugh hard at me while the lizard is crawling on me.
The next morning I go to the teacher and tattle on the girls, informing him that they had messed with his pet lizard. The teacher goes off on the girls in front of everyone, and I smirk with content.

26 Nov 2003

Dream 1:
Brian and I go to this party. Crystal is there and she keeps introducing Brian, but not me. Then we go to another party with Crystal. This place I have been before; I am talking with the woman who lives there-about shoes or something.

Dream 2:
There is a pool next to some woman's house, across from the library on Dexter. My hat accidentally flies into her pool, so I go in to get it. She sees me, and is suspicious. She lets me get my hat, but tells me not to come back. For some reason I keep ending up there, even though I don't mean to. Each time I sneak out right before she sees me. The last time it happened I meet a group of four people on the opposite sidewalk. We are conversing and all the while I am dressed in my swimsuit and bath robe.

25 Nov 2003

I am playing card games with Angelo's people. We are at Jessica's parent's house. I am supposed to be delivering pizzas, but I'm not doing it, so Brian steps in. We are on 23rd close to Dexter.

23 Nov 2003 #2

I'm on a trip in my car across the country and I end up at some beach, camping out. The local high school kids are having a race, and before the race starts I go wade in the water with others. As I'm getting my suntan lotion, I notice this boy who has been flirting with me, try to access the data on my laptop. I am running demo software, so there is nothing there. The suntan lotion had a long story on the bottle about someone who tries to use light suntan lotion, but not enough so he ends up having to use prescription pills.
The night before the race, I'm in the downtown area, with two of the girls who are going to run, and one larger black gentleman. The girls have Hispanic names. There's a teacher I run into who is drinking a cappachino. Earlier in the dream someone else tries to tap into my computer, but again, it's running on a demo.

23 Nov 2003 #1

I'm hostessing at Angelo's, but the entrance if at the end of the alley. I'm not doing a very good job-I keep walking out to look for people. There's this guy standing behind a brick pillar. He's being weird to me, I ask him what he wants, he says nothing, but he still lingers around.

19 Nov 2003

There are these two guys that I'm alternatively kissing. The first one I like a lot, and we kiss deeply, but he has to go. While he is gone I am in a large office lobby. I am with a girlfriend who has a camera. I go over to the other guy, who's sitting at the reception desk. I kiss on him for a minute while my friend records it.

11 Nov 2003

I'm a teacher's assistant at an elementary school. There is a problem, or a problem child, that gets handed off to me. For some reason I think it's evil, so I leave it with someone else. The hallways are long with tall ceilings and red lockers. It's dark.

?? Unk 2003

I'm at school. In one of my classes the teacher and assistant start to make out in front of the entire class. I feel annoyed.
In the next class the teacher mentions something I said earlier about me preferring one math class over another, and that I recommended the former. This preppy blonde girl starts crying because she took said math class and failed, and consequently she couldn't be on the cheerleading squad. The people in the class are upset at me and are yelling. I'm taken back and I feel hurt.
When class is over, I walk out with a couple of guys. One looks like Mike (of Mike and Nancy), and the other like Lee (from elementary school). I'm rambling because I'm embarassed; I'm trying to explain myself and I'm putting the preppy girl down. Mike chimes in that he doesn't like some people in the class. I ask who.
We are getting onto an escalator that is going down. It is silver and seems like a tunnel shaft into the building. Mike names a few people, then looks at me square in the eye and says, "and you."
I am floored, scared and sad.

?? Unk 2003

There's an anthropology meeting at my house. We're talking about what's in houses. Now I'm at the store. Several of my friends are there and so are these porn stars, advertising their movies. Then I'm at a bbq at my place. There are a lot of people, we are talking and drinking.

12 Sept 2003

I'm in this futuristic city. All the buildings are tall and there are walkways connecting them. There is also a lot of activity on the ground. I start out in a hotel or dorm and there is a pool down below. There is an academic feel to this place; there are teachers and administrators all over. I am with a group of people and we are running up and down the halls and in and out of the rooms. We go down to the very crowded pool.
I go back to the towers and meet with Annie and Vida. We're walking around, and we find this girl dressed in oversize overalls. We start to talk with her and she accompanies us. I'm not sure what happens in between, but next thing she starts to disappear, after she warned us, or informed us who she was.
We are on the roof and we notice all these pods falling into the city. They are aliens and they are landing. I see a fade into one of the aliens and when it fades out of the alien it is on the ground level. Things are dingy, and it is in an alley. I appear with three others at the mouth of the alley. We notice the alien and press against the wall. The fourth person stares stupefied and scared at the approaching alien and is taken. Then the alien walks right past us.

9 Sept 2003

I'm with a group of people I know. We are all in this big log cabin, and we are cleaning it out, reorganizing.

12 Aug 2003

Pt. 1
I'm in a cabin on a mountain. I have esp. I'm drawing what's going on.
Now I'm in the city, in a small apartment. In the alley I see all this cool stuff in the dumpsters, and I want them, but I don't have the room for them.

Pt. 2
I'm with some people and there is a flood. We are all working together and there is this hot guy. I want to get with him, but he goes after one of my friends.

Pt.3
There is a group of people I keep running into. I know some of them. They bust in w/o knocking, and I find out they are friends of Alyssa's. Later Tom takes us to a weird restaurant. There's all this pornography on the walls and the bathrooms are just stalls with drains in the floor. Earlier, I'm running from something. I enter this high school in the midst of a pep rally. They all start chasing me. I have something that angers people. Finally they change their minds and let me go. I go to Bill and Debra's. Someone has recently passed, and now they have all this swank stuff.

?? Unk 2003

I'm in school again and I have a class with Roberto. The class is in a large auditorium. Roberto calls me up front and to me he tells this story of a girl who came before me, and of her story, her heartbreak at the hands of some unnamed gentleman. After he finished I say: "and now we see the other half.
I walk up to the landing and try to pull myself up on the bar. Once I'm up there I stay for awhile, but me cuesta mucho trabajo getting up there, so I say to myself that is what I need to work on. Once I'm down, for some reason, I go with a classmate to his house. He's got to get his kid. We go outside and it is sunny and very bright. There's snow everywhere but it's not too cold out. I chit chat with some women while my classmate cleans off his car.
Finally we go, and although it isn't far, it's a whole other climate. My classmate lives in the mountains, in a large cabin. His boy is playing outside. It's warm, sunny, and dry. We get out of the car and he goes to his kid while I go inside another, smaller screened in cabin. It's empty. Soon after this guy creeps up to the door. For some reason I think he's going to attack, so I try to hide, but I do a poor job and he sees me. So I just get up and go outside with him, but my classmate comes and chases the man away. Then he hands me an urgent letter.

8 May 2003

I'm with a large group of people. We're at this country mansion and the owners show us this movie about a haunted house, then they give us a test on it. Afterwords everyone can go out and about. Joe and Brian are there. Adjacent to the place is a big field with a stream through it. I go walking in it, but then something starts to chase me. I run and hide in the stream under, the water. I look up through the water and there is Death.
I get scared so I close my eyes. The stream then becomes a time machine looking glass. When I open my eyes I can see out upon the field and house. It's long ago and the homeowners are there, alive, tilling the field. Then the water ripples and I am back in my own time. I get out of the stream and bolt back to the house. I go to our room and start packing. Brian comes in, I ask him where Joe is and he says that he already took Joe home. I tell Brian to finish packing quickly, cause we are gonna go!
As we are packing, the homeowner ghosts knock on the door and come in. The woman get ready to speak when the alarm goes off.

23 April 2003

I'm traveling through space, going to all these different planets.

18 April 2003

I'm jogging along a parkway. It's night and I come upon a house. I think it is where Israel lives, it's a simple one story. I open the door and walk in. There is a hallway, with a few pictures on the wall, an end table here and there, and another door. I open it to find another corridor. After weaving my way through doors and halls, I enter a room where my extended family and Suzie are opening presents and celebrating something. Tracy is on the floor handing presents out.
I stay for a while. It's daytime. The room is flooded with light, and warm. After a while, this man in his mid 30's shows up. He is solemn, wearing grey, looking grey. He is the homeowner, and I begin to notice that it is in fact a mansion. The man asks his daughter to come with him for a moment, and Suzie, Tracy and I accompany the two to a large elevator.
I don't know if we were going up or going down, but this man tells his daughter that he doesn't approve of what she wants to do with her life (something vocational). He wants her to take over the family business, which he took over after his father. I interject and I introduce myself. I can't remember what I said, but it was something along the lines that he needs to look into himself and heal himself so he can be happy with his daughter.

The next dream starts with me emerging from that very same elevator with some short bald guy. We are in a laboratory, in a mansion, and it's day. The bald guy takes me to a scientist. They are working on some sex machine, or experiment, or something. The bald man leaves, and I am left with this young man who is buff, tan, hairless and otherwise attractive. He lays down, and I am supposed to have sex with him, but instead I kiss him on the forehead, massage him and look at him. The other women wouldn't do that, so he becomes enamored with me. While we are hugging and making out, I see my reflection through my hair, and I think how unattractive I am. At that moment, the guy tells me that I am the most beautiful woman he has known. We decide to free all the women now that the bald guy was gone.
Next thing I know I'm in this old house, with a lot of people, mostly women, moving in and out. As I come down the stairs, they split: traditionally, one side for the help, and one side for the owners. I decide to go down the help's side, and I end up sitting out on the stoop. It's night, and I look out over the city. There is a playground next door and kids are playing. A pink truck pulls up and Annie gets out. Even though she's all dolled up, she seems sad. She knows the kids, and they are sad that she's leaving. And then I think that maybe I hadn't done the best thing.

14 April 2003

It's night and winter. I am just arriving back to Denver. I have a lot of baggage that is difficult to carry. I wait for Brian, but he never shows, so I catch the bus. It's the 15, and it's crowded. I pull the cord to get off at Birch, but the bus doesn't stop. Then I try to catch another bus going back the same way, but it turns into a hoopla. I end up walking home, carrying all the baggage. I'm angry and it's all focused on Brian.
When I get to the house where we live, there is some sort of stand off. Anthony and a few others are inside, keeping everyone else out. They let me in and I go upstairs to my room. There Brian is, wearing a costume, dressed as a prince, and asleep. I tell him all my troubles in getting back. He apologizes, yet does not appear to be affected in any way by what I am telling him.

3 April 2003

I go to a party at a mansion. There are many people, with many kids too. I'm sitting watching the kids stand up and talk about stuff. It's very humorous. Professor Dore is there and I go to find Suzie to tell her about how funny it was. I find her in a hallway with lots of lockers and she's leaving.
The next morning I return to the place to get something I left the night before. The owner is an older sleeze-o. He tries to keep me there, to trick me into staying, but I get out.

10 March 2003

I'm at a party at Laura and Jenn's house, but I live there also. It's a very dirty party. I'm standing by the beer barrel and it smells really awful. I leave. I go to this Mega Mart store and there are people in it, but all the lights are out.
Eventually the lights come back on and I find Suzie, Shari and Kayla. As they leave the store Suzie is eating these yellow flowers.

25 Feb 2003 #2

I'm standing on the street, looking at a dumpster in the alley. There are three or four unicorns in it playing together. This old lady walks up from behind me to the dumpster. She tells me that you have to stir up the unicorns to get them to do any good. She gets in the dumpster and pushes them out. They playfully leap and bound away.

25 Feb 2003 #1

Jessica is over at the apartment and she is playing a computer game, all night long. I go to sleep, and she stays up. I keep waking up so as not to miss her when she leaves. Each time I wake up the room is lit by the glow of the computer.
There's a cat in the place. It's long, skinny and black. There are tons of plants also, of all sizes and types. The cat keeps getting into the plants and is tracking dirt everywhere.

24 Feb 2003

I am living in this dorm room/apartment building. Liz comes over to visit and she has with her this old picture of her and her brother playing together. Soon Liz leaves and I leave shortly after. When I get where I am going I am told that Liz has died. I start sobbing, so much so that I go back home.
There I see the picture and start sobbing again, because I was the last to see her. Brian is there, but he's playing a hand held video game. He's annoyed by my crying. I go downstairs to do laundry and am still sobbing. There's this tall guy and he takes my hand and holds it. He tells me that it'll be alright, and he calms me down. Then I go to the grocery store and am constantly reminded of Liz, so I start sobbing again.

22 Feb 2003

First Dream:
I am hostessing at Angelo's. The restaurant is set up for large parties and is fancier than usual. I sit and talk with this man for awhile, ignoring my responsibilities. The place starts to fill up quickly. When I finally begin to work I am overwhelmed by it.

Second Dream:
I drive a SUV and I offer Diana a ride home, but then she starts having me go to all these places that are out of the way. I am annoyed with her yet I say nothing.

21 Feb 2003

I am in NYC visiting Felicity, Miguel and company. The first night we go to sleep, and I sleep all through the day and wake up the next evening. When I wake up, everyone is gone, along with their stuff.
Suddenly the front door opens and two men enter. I hide, but soon I realize that they don't see me. They go to the window and look out, so I do the same and I see a different world. I am a ghost and it's about 100 yrs in the future. One of the men moves his stuff in and in doing so he sees me, and falls in love with me.
Finally he has an house warming party and I'm upset that I'm dead, so I start to pout, and mess with his guests. He gets upset and asks me to stop.

20 Feb 2003

I'm in a house and there are these male singers who each correspond to a playing card: three of the 5's.
Later I'm watching this woman. She goes to an underground layer. There are all these sorcerers, and one of them falls down the stairs but gets back up like nothing happened. The woman eventually gets put into a cell. There are two other women already there, and one of them is rather young. Shortly a sorcerer comes and takes the young woman to the showers. She knows what is coming and is rather defeated by it. She goes and assumes the position. She returns later and is crying; her anus is puffy, red and infected. The new woman wants to do something to stop this. Then there is a prisoner mixer and the woman dances.

19 Feb 2003

I'm on a farm. There's wheat that is being harvested. I am with Felicity, Suzie and some guy. The owner is showing us how it's done.
Earlier in the dream I am trapped in a house and when they come to let me out, I have to go through these tubes. I have to choose. The one I choose takes me to NYC and I am with Felicity.

4 Feb 2003

I'm in Germany with Suzie and family We are staying with a family we know. At one point we get on a boat. The river is covered with a fiberous growth thick enough to stand on. On the boat everyone decides to go site seeing. I stay, and put my cell phone on the deck, but it gets thrown on to the bank of the river. I have to go upstream and then walk back down to retrieve it.

5 Feb 2003

I am in the mountains, in the forest. There are military people hunting me. I have taken Kayla; she is still young. She doesn't quite realize what is going on, so I feel that I am always on the lookout. There is a man with us, and we run into people who help us along the way. As the dream goes on Kayla gets older and we begin to work together.

29 Jan 2003

There is a Clark family gathering in a hotel on the edge of the desert. Bill is there also, and so is Brian. I have a party with my friends and then they all leave, including Brian. Bill and I go to the store and we buy ice cream, but for some reason we steal these frozen blueberries and strawberries.
Bill and I have returned from the store and I start smearing all the blueberries and strawberries over the windows and wall. Later I clean it up, but not before the Clarks see it, and the hotel's cleaners. The Clarks decide that Suzie is responsible for the mess and go on this procession of court hearings. Then I step in and tell them that Suzie had nothing to do with it. I did it all, and was even already in the process of cleaning it up.