5-26-1999

Dream #1:
I met with Kevin H., I got all dolled up and he showed up with a full beard but short hair. We are standing outside and there is tension between us, we want to hook up, but we both know that it isn't right. I just keep going on about how hard I've been partying.
Dream #2:
Suzie and I are traveling in a tour bus for several days. One night she gets really drunk and we have to go to the hospital. At the hospital I find out that she is pregnant, and she starts to tell me about it, how she had a fling with this young doctor. She's crying and I am think about Shari, whether she would leave, what would happen. I'm also thinking about the Dexter house and I started to pressure Suzie to make sure that everything was in place and was going to be okay.
Napping dreams:
I'm trying to do something or go somewhere and I am completely unsuccessful. There is an overall theme of being out of control, vulnerable and not able to complete anything.