I Still Feel as if I'm Dancing

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

25 Sept 2007 dream #2

I am a fly on the wall and I am watching America's Next Top Model. The girls are all in the house and one of the girls is all altruistic and works with all these children's organizations and then there is another, who is very rebellious. The altruistic one gets permission to leave the house one night to go to a meeting with one of the organizations. As she is leaving I notice that the rebellious one has snuck out and is hiding in the back of the van under some blankets. The altruistic model to be drives to this quaint house where all these neighborhood committee types are waiting for her. She gets out of the van and a portly woman meets her and asks her if everything is working. Soon ANTM will be advertising unwittingly for these groups and they are going to be making a lot of money off of it. The rebellious girl overhears all of this and sneaks back to the house. When she gets there she meets up with Tyra and tells her about what she saw and what they were planning on doing. When the other girl returns Tyra rips into her and boots her off of the show.

25 Sept 2007 dream #1

Last night I dreamt:
I am living in the house on Dexter and I am married to Brian and we have a young boy. It's late night and we are trying to go to bed, but our son is all happy and wound up, playing round and not getting in bed. Brian and I are both in bed, in my old room, with the foot of the bed facing the door. Our son is still running around the house and he runs downstairs. I am too tired to keep yelling at him to go to bed and figure he'll got scared being downstairs by himself and come back up. I am laying in the bed looking at the ceiling when he comes back into our room, now very subdued and looking frightened. He asks me if he can sleep with me because he doesn't want me to drown. He tells me that the woman is going to come and kill me, so he has to sleep with me and he tells me, as he gets in the bed, not to go after her when she comes. I am startled by his behaviour and want to go downstairs to see what is down there, but Brian tells me in is half asleep state not to worry and to stay in bed. Now both of them are asleep and I begin to calm down and fall asleep, when the dog, who looks just like Gracie(my friend's dog), suddenly wakes up and goes to the foot of the bed and stands alert, slightly growling. Then I see a woman carrying a door standing in the hall. She puts the door on the bathroom and enters it. She is a white adult woman but I can't recall much else. Brian tells me to ignore it and falls back asleep. I lay there for awhile not knowing what to do and I hear the bath start. I finally get up and go into the bathroom. I am upset that Brian just slept through all this, and agitated by what my son said to me, and angry that this ghost was threatening me. I open the door and it is all steamy inside and the heat lamp is on. I don't see the woman in the bathroom, but then these wet wash clothes, or maybe wet clothes, or maybe wet towels come flying at my face and start to attach themselves to my head as though they were trying to suffocate me. Then I woke up.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Sometime late last week

This was a couple days ago.
I go to this renowned Japanese spa at the behest of a friend in the afternoon. We get there and I have to wait to get in to see the master spaist. He is an older Asian gentleman and he asks me what it is I want and I tell him that I want the bath spa. it is now dusk and getting dark out; he shows me this wooden bathtub full of toxic materials and acts like it's not bad for me. I tell him no, that wasn't what I was there for, so he takes me to this much larger wooden tub and the water is very calm. I can see inside and there is this beautiful gold koi fish as large as a whale. I am excited about being in the tub with the koi and am not rushed to touch it, but then several of my male friends are there and they are trying to corral the fish. I keep telling them not to because the fish will come around when its ready but they aren't listening to me.

18 Sept 2007

Last night I dreamt:
Brian and I are at a hotel. There is all this tuna, large frozen tuna bodies all over these banquet tables. It's night and we are wrapping the fish up in table clothes that barely cover them. We fill our car, a VW bus and head home. We are in Denver and it is snowing, so the roads are slippery and the car is very heavy and the roads are more like Seattle's roads with steep hills and sharp corners. Finally we get to the apartment complex where we live and we sneak the fish in. Once inside we have all these drugs and are totally vegged out on the couch in front of the TV.