May 10,1998

Last night I had a dream. In that dream:
I am in Alaska with Dad, Grandma and Aunt Mary, Grandpa might have even be here. We are sightseeing and we go to this lookout. There is a stream behind us and a beautiful sweeping view in front of us. It is warm and sunny out. I walk through the stream and as I look at my feet in the water I can see all this coral. The coral is colorful, vibrant and full of life. I bend down to look at some of the coral and I pick it up. The water is crisp and full of energy, it feels so go I want to take some of it home, but I stop myself. The water doesn't belong to me, I can't just take it; it belongs to the Universe. I put it back and reunite with my family, who is talking with a couple of local guys. We all decide to cross the stream and we go to this field that is just beginning to bloom where we can hear bagpipe music. There are a group of Scottish men performing a traditional dance, in traditional garb. They are grouped into two circles, one inside of the other. I am watching them and I can sense the energy they are creating. It is awesome and inspiring. then the local guys lead us to this cove so we can watch the sun set. While we are waiting in the cove I notice this school of fish in the clear blue waters. The fish notice me notice them and they come right up to the shore. There I can see that they are incredibly old, with an appearance that seems fierce, though they are quiet gentle. I get in the water and begin to play with them. I can sense their loneliness, as they are the last of their kind. In the water I am happy playing with these old masters and they are happy playing with me. It is so beautiful, I wish I could stay.

15 August 1996

Last night I had a dream . In the dream:
Dream 1:
I am having a child, I was supposed to have twins, but only gave birth to one child. The child is very small and I find myself for the first few weeks almost hoping it won't make it. Later Mom and I go out to lunch and are talking about parenting at the restaurant. The waiter overhears our conversation and sits down with us to give his support and advice. He is asking me what my plans are and where I want to go. I tell him that I am in college and this surprises him. He quickly tells me that I will do just fine with the kid, because I am older than he thought I was. Much later Mom and I go to a family gathering and my little girl is out playing with all the other young'ens. Uncle Dave tells her that she is just adorable and will grow up to be a beauty.

Dream 2:
I am with Amy and we are at the park in my Nissan across from the capital. It is night and we get out. This guy holding a huge Nerf gun walks up to me and says something like "What choo lookin' at?" I aggressively reply "Nothin' cock sucker," then I push him out of the way. I have some Cuervo Gold and weed with me and am just chilling when Cris and this guy start harassing us. I don't recognize Cris. Soon the cops roll up and I stuff my liquor and weed under the seat. After that some women walk by and comment on how grumpy I am. I get into the car, unlock it and tell Amy to hurry u and get in, but she slips and some guy catches her. They go and sit on the hood, so I give up and get back out of the car. We go to his place and in the main room Amy and I sit on these chairs that have a bunch of balloons tied to them. Next thing we know we are floating up and out the window and the guys are trying to stop us by grabbing at our feet, but we float away.

Dream 3:
I am in New York with my friend James. We are at an intersection and the traffic is all backed up. When we finally get across the street we start talking to this little guy and a woman.

Dream 4:
I meet this tall, blond, scantily clad woman who is at war with the living dead. I go to her place for safe keeping, but this demon clown appears in her apartment. The woman is not around, so I grab a hot iron and start pushing it on his face, even though it does little to stop his advance. Then I grab this glitter spray and spray it right in his eyes. While he is momentarily confused I spray myself with the glitter. Now I am invisible to the clown, who can't distinguish me from the glitter in his eyes.

daydream 4 April '07

This morning I had a dream. In this dream:
I am with my family in some castle type place. For some reason my sister falls ill and dies. Her mother becomes very angry over this and becomes zombie like in her anger. I am both Shari and myself, seeing both from my perspective and from Shari's. Shari's anger(and mine in so much as it is also me) consumes her and she starts to turn other people by pricking them with little pins(pins of anger?). Soon many of the people in this castle like area are all anger zombies and are all looking to prick someone else. I am going in between rooms with a small group of people who are not effected yet, and I am pointing out who had been inflicted and who is still safe I try to keep with us. There is some big reception and our group is sitting on the top row of bleachers listening to the presentation and also fending off the anger zombies. Finally I realize that it is Shari who was the first, so it has to stop with her. I am talking to her, attempting to get her to realize what happened and to recognize her anger. For a moment she begins to go through the pain and seems to be getting to the point where she first lost herself, and then at that moment she pulls out of it and focuses on me. She then tries to stick one of the angry pins in my eye, but can't because I have my eyelids shut tight. Then I woke up.